I'm sorry but I need to rant.

Ok I'll start at the beginning. I was friends with this guy named Rob. I really liked him and you could say I was obcessed with him. He knew and flirted with me and then went out with this girl I knew was goin g to hurt him. He didn't believe me and said "fuck you, leave me alone. your ruining my life." So I left him alone, I was so depressed I started cutting and I still have a scar from a burn on my wrist. And then after Him and the girl broke up he went out with one of my best friends. I totally bashed them and went off on them about everything. A little while after I wrote up a formal apology to both of them and theiy ignored it. So I forgot about them, went to therapy, and got a boyfriend(who I am currently engaged to*squee*love you Dan-kun!!). then a week ago or so me and friends were walking home and we stopped by Rob's house. It was the first time I saw or spoke to him in two years. and you know what? I thought he might have changed, but nope. He was the same. And I found out that he was going out with a 8th grader, we're all in 11th grade! It pisses me off soooo fucking much!! And he was cheating on the girl with some other girl. and the girl was cheating on him too!. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!